Life... Is weird.

Kal. Oh, Kal. I love him more than anything in my life. He makes me smile. He makes me laugh. I just wish I wasn't so scared I'm gonna lose him. If I lost him... Wow... Just thinking about it makes me cry. I love my Kalbear more than anything in this world. He's made me feel real. I was stupid to tell him my dream on the bus today. I just wish it didn't make us awkward. I could spend forever with him. I wish I could show him how I feel about him through actions, but I don't know how to... Kal, if you're reading this, I love you more than anything... And I'm sorry I screw up so much... I love you, baby. More than you can imagine. I love you so so so much. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I hope you know that. You're the best... Maybe if we were physically together this would be so much easier...

-Sammie