Heartbroken.

So. Last night, Kal and I broke up... I think. It's tearing me to shreds. Here's the most amazing guy in the world and he picked ME of all people... He tells me I'm his everything... Then decides he just randomly doesn't love me anymore... I fell for him harder than I fell in love with Cody. I never have marriage dreams... Ever. I can't stand the idea of getting married... But with Kal, I had one. He said I'm too clingy... It's just me, sorry, Pal. I was gonna buy tickets to go surprise him for his birthday... Spend the day with him... Show him I really do love him, but that just went completely down the gutter. I love him... I truly do. I wish I knew why this always happens to me... I can't get away from this shit. It's at home, school, online, everywhere I look... I can't even look at Kal anymore... I completely dedicated everything to him, which was so stupid of me. Why can't I take advice...? I miss him more than words can explain... I'm in complete love with you, sorry...

-Sammie