I never realized...

I never realized how much I miss Kal when I don't see him... I love that dork so fucking much. He's my absolute everything. I wish I had known him longer... Who knows where we'd be now... I want to be with him so badly... In person... Together forever. I had another dream about him. I was lying in the park when a boy came up to me. I couldn't see who it was at first until I heard his voice. "Hey, Sammie? It's me... Kal..." I bolted upright and looked at him. It was my beloved, Kal. He was dressed in those adorable, ruined skinny jeans, and a black shirt. The dream felt so real... LIke to the point that I was surprised to not wake up next to him. Oh, the rest of the dream we were cuddling and stuff. It was so cute. I 've fallen 100% for him. I love him so much. I'm sure he's the one. Mine. Forever. I love you more than you can imagine...

-Sammie