It bugs me when... [[4/20]]

It bugs me when Katya's inconsiderate. She called my boyfriend a girl and I just about snapped. I'm still really pissed about it. Next time she mentions Richard I'm gonna call him a fucking girl. She really has been pissing me off ever since I did "The Journey." Well, before then, she was a bitch too. I don't think she likes me much. The Spanish room smells like weed. I like the smell... Which is weird for me, considering I'm so against it. Well, I'm not really AGAINST it, I just don't like it when people get high so much. It's interesting though, because I want to move to either Venice, CA, or with Kal wherever he goes. Ahhh... Kal... The love of my life... I can't imagine life without him. Anyway, today's 4/20... "Weed Day..." I feel buzzed just from smelling it. I wish Mom didn't take my computer last night. I wonder if Kal was sad. It took e a while to fall asleep... I couldn't stop crying. It hurt being taken away like that. I hope he doesn't think it was his fault because it wasn't. Not at all. I love you with all my heart, Kal.

-Sammie