Don't Know Why 5/24/10

I don't know why, but Julian's still in love with me. It's nice. He gave me a gorgeous ring today. It's silver with two tiny diamonds, and a beautiful star sapphire in the middle. It's kind of hard to date someone who hasn't gone through the Journey, ALPS and even Leadership. I hate school... I'm stuck with so many crabs. It hurts. Katya and Adriana made me cry today. I'd tell Katya how I feel, but she's not really trustworthy. Even Sam gets it. I even explained to her that no one "needs" the Journey; everyone deserves it. I am a beautiful, deserving, intelligent leader. I need a picture for my locket. I'm starting to sell my art to donate to the starfish foundation and the no-kill animal shelter I'm going to create here. I'm the type of person who'd always choose animals over people because I stand up for those who can't stand up for themselves. Speaking of no-kill animal shelters, I need to find out how much it costs to make one happen and the requirements for one. I'd love to have one so I could help those who can't help themselves. I love everyone, but it's so hard to be tolerant sometimes, especially when those you need to tolerate have so many masks on. I can't wait until summer. I can start over. Meet new people. Get rid of the people who bring me down. I love my team... I really do... I know I can count on them with everything. They're the types of people I love so much. I know we'll always have a strong bond no matter what. Julian Lurie... I don't know how to describe him... Perfect? Haha... No. But it's pretty damn close. I can be a little kid again with him around... It's nice...

-Sammie T